Role Playing

Communication holds its significance in this society. It connects individuals. But how we manipulate this skill makes it ugly and sad, almost atrocious.

Imagine this scenario - A scene where you mingle with someone admirable
Now imagine this - Speaking to someone you adverse

Note the difference? But why? How we interract should be what we are inside, thus a mirror of your total personality. The funny thing is personality doesn't change but intonation, accentuation toward words varies from persona to persona. Perhaps this is known as putting on a mask, role playing. This is what we have priorly encasted in our mind based on previous encounter with this particular person. Hence, each and everytime where interraction occurs, we cant help but repetitively reenact this role playing over and over again. The still image will then instill into our memories and ultimately become what we are to them and to ourselves. But is that true? It might have just been a little skirmish originated from conflicting notion, but we are too uphold by this thought that we cant help but define it as what we should be. SO WRONG.... Indeed, even for I have now clarify this clutter, the endless routine of role playing continues, still. How sad is that..... How sad is everything....

Time will tell, as if I can really get over this entanglement or else, an extrication from internal predicament. But it is going to be arduous. I'll try. This shift of mind will occurs involuntarily without prior notice where you sub-consciously summoned. And the old egoic you will shed off, the new, good you will proliferate and outgrown the alter ego. FIN.