What A Week!

First and foremost, it's about the english essay competition. Glad that I was nominated in the prelimenary round, but wouldn't be so glad when you see the whole list. If not mistaken, there are about eight to ten people from my class who made it, which frankly is a bit outrages regarding the level of language mastery in my class. Yet more, my teacher comment (not in a good way) my essay of overly twist-turning without going straight to the point. It bugs me actually. The title of that essay is 'Relaxation', and it is suppost to be an essay competition. Can't I just deliver something with a twist so that it would be a breath of fresh air rather being tedious? But thank god, even she despise my way of writing, she would like to see how other teachers think of. (Mr. Kong, help me plz....)

Another old rotten issue - examination. Frankly speaking, I am not that ready. Sloth got over me since i am studying in form 5. Last term I slipped to rank no. 16, a weak number that I couldn't help when thinking of it but to bash myself up. Well, top ten just seems a bit far... Maybe I reached there by accident in the past, but may I accidentally did it again, I aspire. However, I deem that study should be fun and enhancing. Looking at my friends burning those midnight oil and look like some undead frankenstein in morning, it really freaks me out! Now and always, guys, I won't be your confidant at dark. What a waste to not be able to dream in your soft crisp blanket in peace....

There has been a lot of hits-to-be lately (Some are hit indeed). First of all, is Miley's The Climb, not a big fan of her but this song is not too shabby either! But I would consider it a great song but not adknowledging her as a great singer. If it were sung by else non amatuer, it will be BIG. Jennifer Hudson's If This Isnt Love is indeed a killer. Blended with R&B and Pop sensation, it's a concoction of Beyonce and Rihanna. Britney's Unusual You is yet released but i really want it to be. It is so nice, finally a song not convincing others as she is a slut, but If You Seek Amy (F-U-C-K Me) is really nice too. Last but not least, it a song I don't quite get but is getting it. Black Eye Pea's Boom Boom Pow, it has been consecutively crowning Billboard Hot 100 for 5 weeks! But it sound weird though... Too electro, not my style. However, i did love how Fergie says 'I am so three thousand and eight, you are so two thousand and late', wow, how cool is that!

What a week, despite all the hussles and bussles, I am having my mid-term exam for the next two weeks. Haiz... Some advice to all friends, this is the tipping period where your bodies do love to go awry. Drink more water, eat more veges and rest more, there is still a cornucopia of studies await.

Bye, Ivon

Band Concert Aftermath

Last Friday has been a blast, it is what i would consider a more peculiar condition that i ran myself into. I am a typical guy armed with no symphonic bases but happen to be wearing a band-tee that day. Having to stun some of the familiar faces, I mostly just shun through with making any logical explanation (they'll find out then, i deem).

I went on a bus bagging tons of musical instrument of which i cant even pronounce, a wind orchestra, I am total stranger. The fact is, I am just there to be the voice of the event to articulate more precisely introduce what should be happening and what will happen, Master of Ceremony la! And I wasnt along, luckily. My partner is a form 3 student named Yen Ling, she was responsible of the Chinese part, while I am of course English one.

The event was supposed to be held at 8 evening, for god sake we went that 9 in the morning. Having to go through the demension of total boredom, I almost fell a sleep. Fortunately, there were some drama presented evoking slightest sense of curiosity. In Dewan Sri Pinang, two caged monkey went carrying the roll precedented by Mother Earth (to keep the breed on) for two freaking hour. It is more like a sodomy though, for I can see the male is a total masochist, the one who enjoy tormenting as a source of delightment.

Well, time passes as demure wind. Slow, steady but without noticing the change. The 'moment' come and I tried my best (hopefully). Though the execution wasnt impeccable, but it is a decent performance, I console myself. Got a little bouquet of sunflower, a perfect touch for this evening.

Later got photo update to you guys....

Exhaustion

Really hectic life I am living through... Endless examination has yet to be conquered with some delicate addition of idiotic co-curricular supplement, i am in a brink of exhaustion now. How nice is it, that human can actually switch to a hibernation mode. But it never will.... For we have survive, we still to fight, struggle through each and every hedious routine, surmount any upcoming challenge, with a fake grin, a fradulent satisfaction, an empty husk, tough but hollow.

I have start to question the reason of life. What are all of these about? But we have no choice, we possess no power to comment the right of life but to follow where to surges lead, like a crooked twig, how small and pathetic. But i am not all fueled by persimism, there is still life in this lifeless life. However, it is hard to dig in and excavate 'life'. 17 years had passed and endless to come, i will not give up on any terms of oppurtunity. To keep on, thrive and thriumph over successes. For any calamity succumb, I will battle like there is no tomorrow. I deem that dawn will finally be broken, shattering the glum by deadly piercing light. It is just a matter of stamina. Still i am falling in exhaustion, i need a deep nap. But we still fight, in dreams.... Endless battle, endless enemy, still, endless aspiration...

Judgement on Judgement

Sorry for my delayed reaction. Well, I have heard the news of the USA Beauty Paegent controversy few days ago but wasn't been able to post a thought on it. Now that I have some spared time, I've decided respond to this unfortunate incident.

For you who still don't know what actually happened, here's a touch of hint. In the previously aired USA Beauty Peagent Contest (few days before), a finalist Carrie Prejean was asked of a question, whether the legitimation of gay marriage should be practised. Rumours has it (solidified by Perez Hilton himself) that because of her disagreement on the issue being, she was panalized and landed as the 1st runner-up of Miss USA by a close margin to the winner.

Byhere I would firstly need to declared my stand as not an anti-gay nor pro-gay, but just a bystander who tries to justify. In my humble opinion, I think people in America should have the freedom to voice out their personal point of view without being utterly offensive, just like them who are free to choose their leaders, their jobs and their sexual orientation, a pro-life community I would say. So and so, it is wrong to panalized someone for being candid and frank on their articulation rather than pick-choosing the so-called 'popular' answer. People can disagree with one another but their judgement would still have to remain just. In similiar assertion, how can you panalized someone when you are the one to coin a question which depict one's political stands? In either way, to agree or to disagree homo-marriage, among people at large there are still who defies her stands. In this cases, I think the judgement should based on how well the answer was voiced evoking minimal disconcentment. Again in the my thought, I think Carrie has voice out her point of view in the most modest and sensible way. However, it was Perez himself who humiliate himself and the judging board by posting such insensible and vulgar statement online. It is but a disgrace to America.

Last but not least, do enjoy the video above. I love how Billy O'Reilly question the biase judgement of that gay activist and justify the whole situation. It was well-rounded but surprising not offensive, deed of a gentlemen.