Exhaustion

Really hectic life I am living through... Endless examination has yet to be conquered with some delicate addition of idiotic co-curricular supplement, i am in a brink of exhaustion now. How nice is it, that human can actually switch to a hibernation mode. But it never will.... For we have survive, we still to fight, struggle through each and every hedious routine, surmount any upcoming challenge, with a fake grin, a fradulent satisfaction, an empty husk, tough but hollow.

I have start to question the reason of life. What are all of these about? But we have no choice, we possess no power to comment the right of life but to follow where to surges lead, like a crooked twig, how small and pathetic. But i am not all fueled by persimism, there is still life in this lifeless life. However, it is hard to dig in and excavate 'life'. 17 years had passed and endless to come, i will not give up on any terms of oppurtunity. To keep on, thrive and thriumph over successes. For any calamity succumb, I will battle like there is no tomorrow. I deem that dawn will finally be broken, shattering the glum by deadly piercing light. It is just a matter of stamina. Still i am falling in exhaustion, i need a deep nap. But we still fight, in dreams.... Endless battle, endless enemy, still, endless aspiration...